Racist Experiences on Campus
In response to the question about racist experiences at Millersville University, narrators responded with different encounters and personal understandings. These incidents occurred in a variety of places including in classes, in off-campus apartment complexes, and on campus. Evelyn Dais recalled a personal encounter she experienced on her way to the Francine G. McNairy Library and Learning Forum where two students called her a monkey before proceeding to make animal noises behind her.(2) In the apartment complexes located directly behind the university, Taylor Muse found racial slurs written on a stolen street sign her sophomore year.(3) Other narrators described incidents that included being called a gorilla, white students using blackface on Snapchat, hostile threats and warnings from other students about publicly displaying support for racial equality, and facing ignorant comments or dismissive attitudes from professors. Of the narrators that experienced racial discrimination on campus, these incidents left them feeling unwelcome and unsafe. Referring to the blackface incident that took place on campus in the spring of 2017, one narrator explained that they never experienced any racial animosity to that magnitude before. Personally believing that everyone on campus was united together, this incident hurt them.(4) All of these examples remained far from the only racist acts that specific organizations, like Black Student Union, heard of or dealt with.
A few narrators described their perceptions of the environment for students of color at Millersville as being in the middle. Dependent on national and international events, campus became increasingly hostile at times, especially when “higher-profile racial [cases circulated] the news.”(6) Conversely, a handful of students said they never experienced any racial opposition. However, it became apparent that even though these narrators perceived the campus as extremely welcoming, they were nonetheless eminently aware of the atmosphere in Lancaster County–which promoted stereotypes and division based on race–and how their peers may view or feel about them as a result. Shaun Carter told interviewers that while “[he] feels pretty safe, especially around the daytime,” he never wanted to give the impression that other people should fear him.(8)
Nicha Smith’s understanding of Lancaster County expanded on this deep-seated, internal anxiety. Commuting to the university every morning, she acknowledged that she felt safe during the day as she travelled from class to class. Yet, aware that “[she is] black and in a majority white country, and state, and area . . . and she’s heard stories that they have the KKK around,” the persistent urge to remain cautious and vigilant of her surroundings stayed in her mind.(9)
1. Diavian Gunner, interview by Julia Pavlow, November 14th, 2017, transcript, Millersville University Archives and Special Collections, Millersville, PA
2. Evelyn Dais, interview by Basil Wright, March 26th, 2018, trnascript, Millersville University Archives and Special Collections, Millersville, PA
3. Taylor Muse, interview by Kial Maynard, April 5th, 2018, transcript, Millersville University Archives and Special Collections, Millersville, PA
4. Unnamed narrator, interview by Riley Sharp, April 7th, 2018, transcript, Millersville University Archives and Special Collections, Millersville, PA
5. Leah Fergusen, interview by Rebecca Rubino, December 6th, 2017, transcript, Millersville University Archives and Special Collections, Millersville, PA
6. Brittney Brown, interview by Jeremy Hull, May 9th, 2018, transcript, Millersville University Archives and Special Collections, Millersville, PA
7. Shaun Carter, interview by Emily Young and Lauren Davis, May 8th, 2018, transcript, Millersville University Archives and Special Collections, Millersville, PA
8. Carter, interview
9. Nicha Smith, interview by Meranda Pfamatter, April 30th, 2018, transcript, Millersville University Archives and Special Collections, Millersville, PA